Desire is the bull. He is heavy with muscle and blind with instinct. He wants to eat, mate, slobber and, should the opportunity arise, run us through with his dirty horns. He can not be blamed for any of it. We admire his simplicity, fertility, and power. He scares the living daylights out of us. The following text is about desire. I write to feel the power of creation, destruction, control. Writing gives me what I can not have in life and delivers me from the agony of domesticity.

Friday, June 09, 2006

Dubuque Plant: Memorial

There, still, is the bent tricycle,
wheel’s hard-pocked rubber worn rough and gray
so dull hurt can rub into thin skin,
raw, tense, transparent.

Gummy kernels of Dog Chow
litter the yard alongside Tonka trucks
scattered in fluorescent yellow shards,
the quiet afterburn of childish arguments.

But this is all.
The voices are gone
like the leering tricks dispensed upon
the small, sallow boy who wore
thick glasses, bucked teeth, stuttering tongue.

Things are not the same now:
A rusted-out refinery where crows
announce the shape of the day is spiraled,
twisting slowly down, eyes closed.

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